A beautiful beginning: Hudson William and Emerson Sovann’s birth story.

A long road of infertility and heartache leaves Rotha and David in a place where their joy and grief collide. Experiencing a pain that no parents should ever have to face. These babies were seven years in the making, but Rotha will say the story started last February when she lost her grandmother. A few months passed and she knew her Grandmother had a hand in finally blessing her womb with not one but two little babies! With a bittersweet due date almost exactly on Grandmother’s birthday! Months passed and excitement built as the babies were growing so healthy. Then at a regularly scheduled ultrasound a few wks ago, almost exactly one year after losing her Grandmother, Rotha immediately knew something wasn’t right by the reactions of the technician. At 32 wks gestation, for an unknown reason, Hudson’s heart just stopped beating. From perfectly healthy kicking that morning to an angel in the blink of an eye. 🙁 Because Emerson was doing so well in her own sac, Dr. Knipper wanted her to continue to grow as strong as possible for life outside the womb. For the next two weeks, Rotha bravely swallowed back the agony and tears as she continued to carry and love both her babies. A reality that turned into an impossible nightmare that she woke up to each day as she resided on bedrest in the hospital.

Rotha originally contacted me to shoot this birth but I wasn’t allowed in the OR so we didn’t follow through. Then a very sweet mutual friend reached out to give me the news last month and asked me to be present as these gamut of emotions would eventually unfold. Dr Knipper and the Good Sam staff generously bent the rules to allow me to be present during the cesarean as they knew Emerson would be whisked to the NICU and the few moments the twins would share outside the womb as a family of 4 would happen only in the OR. Not only were they gracious in allowing me to be in the room, they pulled down the drape to give me the chance to really get all the good stuff happening! So thankful for the kind hearts of that staff and the empathy they shared to let me capture every second I could of these sweet babies together! I’m certain Emerson will be forever grateful for the moments captured as her teeny hand grasped her brother’s.

Both babies came out footling breach, which was a sight to see! Emerson is a tiny fighter but at only 34ish weeks at 3lbs 3oz and 17″ she could only hang out with us for a few minutes before David and I followed her to the NICU. When we left her, she was stable without additional support, so David wanted to be with Hudson and Rotha so the family could meet their new angel and baptize him. You’ll notice I’m not going to share much of sweet Hudson, as the state of his 2lb 14oz and 13″ fragile body succumbed in the womb after 2 plus weeks of being an angel. Rotha and David truly believe he “took one for the team” and gave up his life so she could thrive. His first selfless and protective actions as a big brother.

I know personally, that what once was will always be if we speak of them often and proudly. Hudson will always be near and I hope you never forget the weight of his delicate body as he laid on your chest. Thank you for inviting me into such a private and sacred moment in your lives. I will never forget the way your babies and your story has touched my life. As always, I pray for peace to surpass all understanding and strength as you balance and navigate your way through such extreme emotions in the days that lie ahead. Much love to the Brauntz and Penn families.

***Warning: There are some surgery images that may be considered graphic. I find them all beautiful but I see this type of thing on the regular so I know others may be squeamish.

Love, Melanie

The Brauntzes. » LOFT 3 PHOTOGRAPHY - May 25, 2017 - 10:58 am

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Kristy Johnson - May 23, 2017 - 11:00 pm

Was thinking of you all today and wondering how Miss Emerson is doing….. reading this again and looking at the pictures brings back so many memories of a delivery I’ll never forget. Hope you are doing well, David and Rotha…. Still sending thoughts and prayers for peace and healing 💜💙

Amy Clyde - April 12, 2017 - 2:58 am

What beautiful pictures! You captured those precious moments in such a way it feels like I was right their with them…as I have tears running down my face! My thoughts and prayers for Rotha And David! I can’t even imagine what they must have been feeling at that moment!

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brittany - March 14, 2017 - 12:50 pm

absolutely beautiful, mel. the picture of the twins holding hands is the most heartwarming and heartbreaking pictures i have ever seen. i am praying for this family. thank you for sharing.

Erin Bryant - March 13, 2017 - 2:48 am

Beautiful photos of a beautiful family. I’m continuing to keep them in my prayers.

Karen Stevens - March 12, 2017 - 8:25 pm

These turned out beautifully!!! It was my honor to assist in this making of memories for this family❤

Kristy Johnson - March 12, 2017 - 6:56 pm

❤❤❤ Such a blessing to be a part of this. Hope we work together more! Xoxo

Lois Brauntz - March 12, 2017 - 5:11 pm

Melanie,. Thank you so much for portraying the joyous and heartbreaking birthday of Hudson and Emerson with such beauty and dignity. The memories that you have created will be a comfort to all of us. You were truly an angel among us..!

Luci - March 12, 2017 - 12:52 am

My heart goes out to this family. These pictures are so beautiful and tell such a beautiful story of a heroic little boy and his love for his sister and their brave parents. Once again mel… God gives you these souls to take care of and you delivered for Him and them! They will serve as life long memories of their sweet boy. Prayers to all. Xo

Linda Collins - March 11, 2017 - 8:23 pm

Beautifully written and the pictures are amazing. Heartbreaking and beautiful.

Greg Brauntz - March 11, 2017 - 5:40 pm

I can’t seem to find the right combination of words to express my sincere gratitude for not only your talent of photography, but also your ability to elequently tell a story that brings one closer to understanding what Love, Life, and Family mean. I was unable to stand by my brothers side for this moment, and you gave that back to me. For that I’ll be forever grateful. You are an angel and your work shows it. Thank You!

JennyBZ - March 11, 2017 - 2:52 pm

I can’t find the words. This, tho: “what once was will always be if we speak of them often and proudly”.
Such good work you do Mel. Bless you. xx

Ceil D. - March 11, 2017 - 2:24 pm

You’ve surpassed all your most beautiful work! What a fine and beautiful piece of work this is! Brava!

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